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For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think,
happiness is always a state of mind.
Shame
i apologised for something i dont even understand. or perhaps i made mistakes i didnt realise. they said yes but i still could hear them whispering. whispering something, something heartbreaking. i sat nowhere near them. but sometimes i could still see them glancing at me like i was some kind of horrific creature. so i said to myself, "it's okay. it's okay..."
....
so they did it again. i was standing alone. being pushed here and there. then i left the room. all i heard just the sound of my footsteps. and then the sound of my heartbeat. until all i could hear was nothing.
the sky.. again with the sky. it was 5.50 PM. the rain was pouring so hard. it was dark. and i was cold. and i was scared. and i couldnt see clearly. i walked and i heard the sound of them, laughing. so i walked to the opposite direction. i walked, feeling despondent. my vision started to blur. i couldnt walk properly. i cried. silently. i cried. with no sound. i cried. i couldnt see anything. i cried.
in the building i hate the most
five fifty PM
with the weather i hate the most
did the thing i hate the most
i cried.
Shame
i apologised for something i dont even understand. or perhaps i made mistakes i didnt realise. they said yes but i still could hear them whispering. whispering something, something heartbreaking. i sat nowhere near them. but sometimes i could still see them glancing at me like i was some kind of horrific creature. so i said to myself, "it's okay. it's okay..."
....
so they did it again. i was standing alone. being pushed here and there. then i left the room. all i heard just the sound of my footsteps. and then the sound of my heartbeat. until all i could hear was nothing.
the sky.. again with the sky. it was 5.50 PM. the rain was pouring so hard. it was dark. and i was cold. and i was scared. and i couldnt see clearly. i walked and i heard the sound of them, laughing. so i walked to the opposite direction. i walked, feeling despondent. my vision started to blur. i couldnt walk properly. i cried. silently. i cried. with no sound. i cried. i couldnt see anything. i cried.
in the building i hate the most
five fifty PM
with the weather i hate the most
did the thing i hate the most
i cried.
