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For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think,
happiness is always a state of mind.
Inescapable Part of My Being
i should have learned many things from the experience. but when i look back on it, all i gained was one single undeniable fact; the ultimately i am a person who can do evil. i think, i never consciously tried to hurt anyone, yet good intentions notwithstanding. when necessity demanded, i could become completely self-centred, even cruel. i was the kind of person who could using some plausible excuse— inflict on a person i cared for a wound that would never heal.
the sad truth is that certain types of things can't go backward. once they start going forward— no matter what you do, they can't back the way they were. if even one little thing goes awry, then that's how it will stay forever.
over and over i made the same mistake.
hurt other people, and hurt myself in the bargain.
i'm truly sorry mom.
Inescapable Part of My Being
i should have learned many things from the experience. but when i look back on it, all i gained was one single undeniable fact; the ultimately i am a person who can do evil. i think, i never consciously tried to hurt anyone, yet good intentions notwithstanding. when necessity demanded, i could become completely self-centred, even cruel. i was the kind of person who could using some plausible excuse— inflict on a person i cared for a wound that would never heal.
the sad truth is that certain types of things can't go backward. once they start going forward— no matter what you do, they can't back the way they were. if even one little thing goes awry, then that's how it will stay forever.
over and over i made the same mistake.
hurt other people, and hurt myself in the bargain.
i'm truly sorry mom.
