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For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think,
happiness is always a state of mind.
Saddest Day
in between the choices we make, spaces we find ourselves in, stumbling into new people in each of their different ways and missing those who have departed from this moment or about to, i think about all the things i had last year but no longer do, or the things i gain this year but will eventually lose by next. the only reassurance is before either can happen, there has to be a now; that is real; that is ours. even when time passes and the tide is high, one thing that stays the same is that i never stop encountering different forms of i-love-yous. so whenever life pulls in different directions, in the midst of chasing down sunsets or in the pursuit of light, the only thing i wish is for my love to remain as one.
even now you still mean the world to me. so much, even more than i could ever possibly mean to you.
but i still wish i'd never discovered you.
Saddest Day
in between the choices we make, spaces we find ourselves in, stumbling into new people in each of their different ways and missing those who have departed from this moment or about to, i think about all the things i had last year but no longer do, or the things i gain this year but will eventually lose by next. the only reassurance is before either can happen, there has to be a now; that is real; that is ours. even when time passes and the tide is high, one thing that stays the same is that i never stop encountering different forms of i-love-yous. so whenever life pulls in different directions, in the midst of chasing down sunsets or in the pursuit of light, the only thing i wish is for my love to remain as one.
even now you still mean the world to me. so much, even more than i could ever possibly mean to you.
but i still wish i'd never discovered you.
