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For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think,
happiness is always a state of mind.
Darker Blue
When I’m criticized unjustly (from my own viewpoint, at least), or when someone I’m sure will understand me doesn’t, I wish I can physically exhaust that portion of my discontent. It also makes me realize again how weak I am, how limited my abilities are. I become aware of these low points.
I don't think most people would like my personality. There might be a few
— very few, I would imagine, who are impressed by it. Who in the world could possibly have warm feelings for a person who doesn't compromise, who instead, whenever a problem crops up, tries to runaway? I just can't picture someone liking me on a personal level. Being disliked by someone, hated and despised, somehow seems more natural. Not that I'm relieved when that happens. I'm too not happy when someone dislikes me.
Darker Blue
When I’m criticized unjustly (from my own viewpoint, at least), or when someone I’m sure will understand me doesn’t, I wish I can physically exhaust that portion of my discontent. It also makes me realize again how weak I am, how limited my abilities are. I become aware of these low points.
I don't think most people would like my personality. There might be a few
— very few, I would imagine, who are impressed by it. Who in the world could possibly have warm feelings for a person who doesn't compromise, who instead, whenever a problem crops up, tries to runaway? I just can't picture someone liking me on a personal level. Being disliked by someone, hated and despised, somehow seems more natural. Not that I'm relieved when that happens. I'm too not happy when someone dislikes me.
