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For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think, happiness is always a state of mind.

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I know
most places
I don’t fit in
but here
I can pretend
until, of course,
you mention
how quiet I’ve been
and then
I’m reminded again
of how this disorder can
never let me be normal
here comes the anxiety
the strategizing
the analysing
the trying to find something
I can say
but nothing comes
because now,
I’m only thinking
of my silence

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