Heavy Rain
of course it hurts, and i can't always hide.
no matter how i desperately try to forget, it still just aches.
there is always something that's going to break you apart,
in one vulnerable moment you thought you'd be strong enough to avoid.
i allow myself to fully give into feeling sorry for myself,
over rejections, over bad things that purposely or accidentally happened,
'i wouldn't be like this if i knew how to not be like this', i said
.
an inexcusable saying, now that i’m older.
i always thought getting older meant
you would handle your emotions better.
however, i didn’t know it meant handling them better,
simply because you have no other choice.
Heavy Rain
of course it hurts, and i can't always hide.
no matter how i desperately try to forget, it still just aches.
there is always something that's going to break you apart,
in one vulnerable moment you thought you'd be strong enough to avoid.
i allow myself to fully give into feeling sorry for myself,
over rejections, over bad things that purposely or accidentally happened,
'i wouldn't be like this if i knew how to not be like this', i said
.
an inexcusable saying, now that i’m older.
i always thought getting older meant
you would handle your emotions better.
however, i didn’t know it meant handling them better,
simply because you have no other choice.
