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For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think, happiness is always a state of mind.

Tongue-Tied and Twisted
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i feel like someone is punching my heart. 

just once for a while i want to know what it's like to be content. to be fed so much blissfulness i cant take anymore. but, i guess this's how we live our lives. no matter how deep and fatal the pain, no matter how important the thing that's stolen from us, that's snatched right of our hands even if we are left completely changed, we continue to play our lives this way, in silence. repeating, often adroitly, the endless deeds of everyday. leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness and disappointment. i understand 'for a while' is a phrase whose length cant be measured— at least by the person who's waiting.


i wish i could stop all these sadness that keep emerging. my thoughts are destroying me and i try not to think. but the rain is a killer too.

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