words
For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think,
happiness is always a state of mind.
Perpetual
will people see me the way i want to be seen?
or maybe
i'm the only one who doesnt know
what i really look like?
***
as i get older one year at a time, it gets harder and harder to invest time in the things that i used to like.
giving up my own interests starts to seem more and more natural.
as i saw myself slowly changing, i started to realize how far my life was from the ideal i once had.
as the world wore me down, somehow
i became someone i didn't recognize.
Perpetual
will people see me the way i want to be seen?
or maybe
i'm the only one who doesnt know
what i really look like?
***
as i get older one year at a time, it gets harder and harder to invest time in the things that i used to like.
giving up my own interests starts to seem more and more natural.
as i saw myself slowly changing, i started to realize how far my life was from the ideal i once had.
as the world wore me down, somehow
i became someone i didn't recognize.