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For some reason, I can’t keep my eyes off the short loop. There’s beauty in nature and in daily experiences. I think most people depend on others or a lot of money to feel this happiness, but I think, happiness is always a state of mind.

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when you are a person going through something awful, you feel incredibly alone. however, people will constantly remind you of how frequently bad things happen, how common it is, and how your life is still so much better compared to the others. you aren't allowed to feel different, yet no one knows the specific ways you are in pain.

i am always sad, i think. perhaps this signifies that i am not sad at all, because sadness is something lower than your normal disposition, and i am always the same thing. perhaps i am the only person in the world, then, who never becomes sad. perhaps i am lucky.

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